I m worried cause I think I m still young to have physical cause for ED. hey guys, I'm just here to report that I masturbated twice in two days without porn.
It didn't feel intense as I was expecting and I am so happy I didn't feel any downward spiral feeling of guilt, sadness or unworthiness afterwards like I remember going through when I was on porn.
The after feeling was calm, I felt like I had just taken a **** or something, it wasn't anything great, I could have continued without it and it didn't make a difference. I didnt PMO which is what I am on the path of recovering from.
I used my imagination to bring myself over the edge.
I must say, while i was doing it, i felt a little thought to go look at something creeping up but i blocked that thought.